2.24.2005
I compartmentalize the world to an unhealthy degree; I am generally optimistic and happy, except when I'm bitter and depressed. I try to stay informed about what's going on in the world, but that usually leads to me getting angrier and more bitter. When I feel like this, I don't understand how I am ever okay with living in a world where this, this, and this can happen. What is wrong with people? Why are humans so disgusting and terrible? I can get used to the thousands of petty things that comprise everyday life, but when I read about things like this, I am more than ever aware of the existence of evil.
